I miss her so much!
Everyday . . . everyday.
Perspective.
Sorting out the fluff from what really matters.
Wanting to remember but at the same time trying to keep my emotions in check . . . a struggle. I'm so thankful for DH and the kids . . . they understand when mom needs a few moments alone, to remember, to grieve.
I knew it would be hard to lose her . . . knew that that day would eventually come . . . but I had NO idea how hard it would be. The depth of her friendship in my heart is more than I understood. I'm sad I didn't realize that before.
The last few months before she was really sick, I kept having a feeling that I wanted to get our picture together. But I felt funny asking her--like why would I take a picture of us walking at 5 in the morning? But, you know what? She wouldn't have cared. She would have been happy to do it because I wanted to.
Paige was amazing.
And I miss her so.
4 comments:
This is a beautiful photo. I feel like I knew her from talking with you and think this photo captures her spirit.
I know I don't have the words to make things easier for you, but know that I'm here. :)
I have no words to give you...if I had it would just have been a cliche...and I don't do those. I wish I could just sit with you, hold your hand and listen to you talk about Paige.
Sending a big {{hug}}
I'm so sorry you are missing your friend. I bet you really touched her life in a special way too. From the different times you have spoken about her is sounds like you had an amazing bond. Thinking of you today. Sending a hug as well.
Perspective is right. Sending big, big hugs...
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